Don't Explain - a compilation of songs Brian has written (except I Ride An Old Paint) between 1984 and 2003. Yes, it took almost 20 years to write 10 songs. Don't Explain, Silverado, Universal Welfare Line and Fatal Desire were all pretty much finished in their present form during the 80's while Brian was living in Silverado Canyon. All In Your Mind and Loser were written concurrently in 1989 or 1990 and haven't changed much since (although the feel of Loser has changed several times during the recording process). Last Goodbye came to Brian in the early 90's as an inexpensive substitute for thousands of dollars' worth of therapy to deal with the significant loss of family and friends. Try Too Hard was written in Bryce Canyon over New Years of 2001-2002. In July 2002 Chris gave Brian his Martin Backpacker® which inspired Brian to write 31 Days which, for the record, is not about Chris (who had the courage to change his life), but rather about people who talk a lot but do nothing to crawl out of the hole. Sortin' It Out was written in October 2002 during a Colorado/South Dakota/Wyoming road trip.

The CD was produced and engineered by Brian, Jon Mattox and Bob Harrington with a lot of help from friends and family. It was mastered by Matt Forger who has worked with a bunch of losers like Michael Jackson, Quincy Jones and Paul McCartney to name a few.
 
To see the lyrics of any of the songs, click the song's name on the left.

Fatal Desire
© 2009 words and music by Brian Cram
Players: Brian Cram (bass/guitar/vocals), Chris Cram (guitar), Bob Boulding (guitar), Jon Mattox (drums), Adam Wright (congas), Bob Harrington (guiro). Engineering: Bob Harrington (Guinea Pig Sound), Jon Mattox (Bright Orange), Sebastian Sheehan (Bright Orange).

Silverado
© 2009 words and music by Brian Cram
Players: Brian Cram (bass/guitar/vocals/dulcimer), Bob Harrington (second guitar duet), Marc Cram (pedal steel guitar), Jon Mattox (drums). Engineering: Bob Harrington (Guinea Pig Sound), Jon Mattox (Bright Orange), Sebastian Sheehan (Bright Orange).

Don't Explain
© 2009 words and music by Brian Cram
Players: Brian Cram (bass/guitar/vocals), Chris Cram (guitar), Dave Cram (guitar), Bob Boulding (guitar), "Bobby G" Boulding (violin), Jon Mattox (drums). Engineering: Bob Harrington (Guinea Pig Sound), Jon Mattox (Bright Orange), Sebastian Sheehan (Bright Orange).

Sortin' It Out
© 2009 words and music by Brian Cram
Players: Brian Cram (bass/guitar/vocals/dobro), Sebastian Sheehan (drums). Engineering: Bob Harrington (Guinea Pig Sound), Jon Mattox (Bright Orange), Brian Cram (Bright Orange).

All In Your Mind
© 2009 words and music by Brian Cram
Players: Brian Cram (bass/guitar/vocals), Bob Boulding (electric comp and solo guitar), Jon Mattox (drums). Engineering: Bob Harrington (Guinea Pig Sound), Jon Mattox (Bright Orange), Sebastian Sheehan (Bright Orange).

31 Days
© 2009 words and music by Brian Cram
Players: Brian Cram (bass/guitar/vocals), Marc Cram (pedal steel guitar), Jon Mattox (drums), Shawn Nourse (brush snare). Engineering: Bob Harrington (Guinea Pig Sound), Jon Mattox (Bright Orange), Sebastian Sheehan (Bright Orange).

Last Goodbye
© 2009 words and music by Brian Cram
Players: Brian Cram (bass/guitar/lap steel guitar/vocals), Bob Harrington (slide guitar), Shawn Nourse (drums). Engineering: Bob Harrington (Guinea Pig Sound), Jon Mattox (Bright Orange).

Universal Welfare Line
© 2009 words and music by Brian Cram
Players: Brian Cram (bass/upright bass/guitar/vocals), John Schilling (first guitar solo), Bob Boulding (second guitar solo), Jon Mattox (drums). Engineering: Brian Cram (Guinea Pig Sound), Jon Mattox (Bright Orange), Sebastian Sheehan (Bright Orange).

Try Too Hard
© 2009 words and music by Brian Cram
Players: Brian Cram (bass/guitar/vocals), Bob Boulding (guitar), Jon Mattox (drums left side), Shawn Nourse (drums right side). Engineering: Bob Harrington (Guinea Pig Sound), Jon Mattox (Bright Orange), Sebastian Sheehan (Bright Orange).

Loser
© 2009 words and music by Brian Cram
Players: Brian Cram (bass/guitar/vocals), Jon Mattox (drums). Engineering: Bob Harrington (Guinea Pig Sound), Jon Mattox (Bright Orange), Sebastian Sheehan (Bright Orange).

I Ride An Old Paint
Traditional
Players: Brian Cram (guitar/vocals), Janis Cram (upright bass). Engineering: Brian Cram (Guinea Pig Sound), Jon Mattox (Bright Orange).
 
Bob Boulding
Fatal Desire (electric guitar), Don't Explain (electric guitar on intro, outro and both solos), All In Your Mind (guitar solo), Universal Welfare Line (second guitar solo), Try Too Hard (electric guitar).

"Bobby G" Boulding
Don't Explain (violin in second solo).

Brian Cram
Fatal Desire (bass/classical guitar intro/vocals), Silverado (bass/12-string acoustic guitar/vocals/dulcimer/electric guitar first solo), Don't Explain (bass/acoustic guitar/vocals), Sortin' It Out (bass/acoustic guitar/vocals/dobro solo), All In Your Mind (bass/accoustic guitar/electric rhythm guitar/vocals), 31 Days (bass/bass solo/acoustic guitars/vocals), Last Goodbye (upright bass/acoustic guitars/electric guitar intro & bridge/lap steel harmony in solo/vocals), Universal Welfare Line (bass/upright bass solo/all rhythm electric guitars/vocals), Try Too Hard (bass/acoustic guitar/vocals), Loser (bass/intro electric guitar/acoustic guitar/2-string Les Paul/3-string Strat/guitar solo/vocals), I Ride An Old Paint (4-string acoustic guitar/vocals).

Chris Cram
Fatal Desire (acoustic guitar), Don't Explain (acoustic guitar).

Dave Cram
Don't Explain (Nashville-tuned electric guitar during first bridge).

Janis Cram
I Ride An Old Paint (upright bass).

Marc Cram
Silverado (pedal steel guitar), 31 Days (pedal steel guitar).

Bob Harrington
Fatal Desire (guiro), Silverado (electric guitar both parts of second solo), Last Goodbye (electric slide guitar both parts).

Jon Mattox
Fatal Desire (drums), Silverado (drums), Don't Explain (drums), All In Your Mind (drums), 31 Days (drums), Universal Welfare Line (drums), Try Too Hard (drums left side), Loser (drums).

Shawn Nourse
31 Days (brush snare), Last Goodbye (drums and added brush snare), Try Too Hard (drums right side).

John Schilling
Universal Welfare Line (first guitar solo).

Sebastian Sheehan
Sortin' It Out (drums).

Adam Wright
Fatal Desire (congas).


 
1984-2003 - Songwriting (it took almost 20 years to write 10 songs). Don't Explain, Silverado, Universal Welfare Line and Fatal Desire were all pretty much finished in their present form during the 80's while Brian was living in Silverado Canyon. All In Your Mind and Loser were written concurrently in 1989 or 1990 and haven't changed much since (although the feel of Loser has changed several times during the recording process). Last Goodbye came to Brian in the early 90's as an inexpensive substitute for thousands of dollars' worth of therapy to deal with the significant loss of family and friends. Try Too Hard was written in Bryce Canyon over New Years of 2001-2002. In July 2002 Chris gave Brian his Martin Backpacker® which inspired Brian to write 31 Days which, for the record, is not about Chris (who had the courage to change his life), but rather about people who talk a lot but do nothing to crawl out of the hole. Sortin' It Out was written in October 2002 during a Colorado/South Dakota/Wyoming road trip.

January-May 2003 - Brian and Bob Harrington laid down the basic guide tracks for the 10 original tunes. All of the engineering was done by Bob and most of the tracks were performed by Brian except the slide guitar tracks for Last Goodbye and Chris's acoustic guitar on Don't Explain. We also used Bob's drum machine to provide the cheesy "boom-tap" guide drum tracks. We'll NEVER do that again! We didn't leave enough space in front and Brian just could not groove with the fake drummer which caused endless trouble while recoding the real drum tracks later on (it's a wonder and a blessing that Jon and Brian are still friends).

March-May 2003 - Janis and Brian were in Jackson Hole, Wyoming on March 8th and 9th to see their friends the Young Dubliners at the Mangy Moose. Janis took a photograph of Brian in his Russian hat outside the Moose Visitor Center at the south entrance of Grand Teton National Park (they were on a subfreezing moose and buffalo photo safari at the time). Brian was reviewing the photos the following April and selected this shot for the cover of the CD. Turns out that (along with the endless list of other talents she possesses) Janis is a really good photographer. Later in May Brian cropped and captioned the photo which was mocked up by Jon (he's better with Adobe Photoshop® than the rest of us).

May 2003 - Drum Tracks at Bright Orange on 5/21. Jon Mattox played 9 of the 10 tracks which were engineered by Sebastian, then Sebastian recorded Sortin' It Out which was engineered by Brian. Brian also recorded the bass line to Universal Welfare Line concurrently with Jon's drum track. Due to hardware issues (the breaker kept blowing because of air conditioning) and some timing issues in the guide tracks, the drum tracks for Last Goodbye, 31 Days and All In Your Mind had to be scrapped and recorded later. Back to Guinea Pig Sound on 5/25 where Brian did bass tracks to Don't Explain, Sortin' It Out (later scrapped), 31 Days (later scrapped) and Last Goodbye (later scrapped).

June 2003 - Big month at Guinea Pig Sound with engineering done by Bob Harrington. On 6/1 Brian did the bass tracks for All In Your Mind, Try Too Hard and Silverado as well as the bass solos for Universal Welfare Line (later replaced) and 31 Days which was later accidentally recorded over by brush snare (Brian's fault). On 6/4 Brian did the dulcimer and acoustic 12-string tracks for Silverado. Steve Long did a piano part for 31 Days (later scrapped). 6/5 Brian recorded and engineered the bass track for 31 days. 6/10 Brian did the acoustic guitar part for Try Too Hard and Bob Harrington did a strat comp track for Try Too Hard which was later scrapped.

July 2003 - Still at Guinea Pig Sound with Bob engineering. 7/5 Brian did both acoustic tracks for Fatal Desire which will end up as guide tracks for Chris. 7/8 Brian did two simultaneously recorded acoustic guitar tracks (one direct, one mic'd), the bass track, the vocal track and the Dobro solo for Sortin' It Out (basically that makes Brian and Sebastian a duo). 7/17 Brian redid the vocal track for Sortin' It Out. Back to Bright Orange on 7/22 for drum tracks. Engineered by Jon, Shawn did trap for Last Goodbye, brush snare on Last Goodbye and 31 Days (over the top of Brian's bass solo). Then Shawn laid a second trap track against Jon's first trap track to Try Too Hard (Jon and Shawn are the only two drummers Brian has ever known who are both talented and "brotherly" enough to pull off a feat like that).

August 2003 - Back at Guinea Pig Sound under the caring engineering hands of Bob Harrington. 8/9 Brian did the first of the two guitar solos in Silverado. 8/24 Brian bought a new Martin and couldn't wait to try it out, so he did the capo'd acoustic guitar track on Don't Explain.

September 2003 - Not much going on, birthdays and all. The only thing that made it to tape (or disk) this month were Adam's conga/bongo track and Bob Harrington's guiro track on Fatal Desire, both engineered by Bob on 9/19.

October 2003 - 10/1 Bob Harrington got a new mic pre for Guinea Pig Sound, so there's a lot of vocal and instrument retracking that's going to happen. 10/9 In a very neighborly gesture, F volunteered his fine, vintage Sho-Bud single-neck 10-string pedal steel guitar for Marc's use on 31 Days, so Marc and Brian took a trip to LA to pick it up.

November 2003 - 11/8 After a month of "woodshedding" on the pedal steel, Marc comes down to Guinea Pig Sound to do his steel tracks for 31 days (ask him later about the bar foley). We had such a good time, he added some comp steel on Silverado. Brian also redid the bass solo for 31 Days.

December 2003 - We did absolutely nothing! (well, we did order a bigger hard drive for the Yamaha, should get that near the end of January).

January 2004 - The hard drive is still backordered (lame excuse). Let's see if February is more productive. Marc Cram's wife Leslie is still on strike from Albertson's, and when she goes back to work Marc is going to start coming down on Sundays to do some serious mixing.

February 2004 - The hard drive just came in late this month, so Februay is pretty much shot. Marc Cram's wife Leslie is back to work at Albertson's, so Marc is should start coming down on Sundays as previously mentioned.

March 2004 - The new hard drive is in the Yamaha. We're back on track.

April 2004 - Brian's been doing some maintenance to facilitate track consistency, drum mixdown and more room for solos. It's back to work on basic tracks for Brian and Bob Harrington. Bob Boulding came down on the 24th and laid a beautiful guitar intro/outro track for Don't Explain. He also laid some great groundwork for the guitar solo for Loser. Note to self: have a guitar specifically set up for drop-tuned songs.

May 2004 - Big day on the 1st. Bob Boulding and his dad came down to Guinea Pig Sound to lay violin and guitar solos for Don't Explain. It was really nice to hear Bobby G play the violin again after so long. Probably the last time we jammed was in the 90's at Panama Joe's. Anyway, some very good groundwork was laid for the violin solos, and they'll be finished up sometime in June or July. Bob the younger also took a few more passes at the Loser guitar solo. Really good stuff, but he wants another crack at it. On the 30th and 31st, Brian came in and laid the final primary rhythm guitar tracks for All In Your Mind and Loser as well as a guide lead track for All In Your Mind for Cousin Marc to use as a reference. June's gonna be huge.

June 2004 - Okay, so June wasn't squat. Maybe July...

July 2004 - Back on track (sorry, bad pun). July 4th weekend we redid the second rhythm track for Loser using a special three-string tuning on Steve Valladares's Strat. We also redid the dobro solo on Sortin' It Out which was (we believed) previously recorded with way too much chorus at the input level (which, if true, means we couldn't get rid of it). Turns out it was a routing problem, and after recording the new solo, we recovered the old solo. Amazingly the two solos are virtually identical except for the tone. We kept the new one. The next day we redid the two acoustic guitar parts for Last Goodbye. On Saturday the 17th we redid the clean Gretsch track for All In Your Mind and relistened to and accepted as final the acoustic guitar tracks on Sortin' It Out and Try Too Hard. Brian turned the Les Paul back into a six-string, and Bob Harrington used it to loosen up his blues chops for Try Too Hard in preparation for Marc's arrival the following weekend. Marc arrived on the 24th and laid down a really good solo for All In Your Mind, but in the process we discovered that the Gretsch track was recorded too muddy, so it's due for re-do, probably with the Tele. Marc also started work on the solo for Loser, but handed it off to Bob Harrington when he got the "where the hell are you" phone call from Leslie. If Marc ever gets to come out to play again, we'll turn him loose on his parts for Try Too Hard. He left his guitars and everything else at the studio, so we believe he'll be back.

August 2004 - Dave Cram came in on the 15th and did his guitar part for Don't Explain which sounded pretty good. Unfortunately, there was some high-pitched distortion in the signal chain somewhere, and Brian couldn't here it, so the track had to be scrapped. For those of you considering your own project, it's a good idea to leave the engineering to people with at least half way decent hearing. Dave came in again on the 28th and nailed the part, so all is well. And about that Gretsch track in All In Your Mind, turns out it was just EQ'd really poorly. We fixed that and decided to keep it.

September 2004 - Marc Cram came down to Guinea Pig Sound on the 12th and did some solo and comp work on Try Too Hard, then handed his 335 and a slide to Bob Harrington who then laid some bitchen slide work on the same song. All of the stuff is really good, and it's a shame there's not room for all of it (maybe an outtakes track...).

October 2004 - No tangible results, but a lot of "crouching to leap" on singing (in reality, played golf instead of music). Back on track in November.

November 2004 - Okay, maybe December.

December 2004 - Well, for sure in January (Bob Harrington called Brian to light a fire under his butt, so did Mattox, and Brother Chris is scheduled for the 9th).

January 2005 - Finally, back to work. Brother Chris was unable to come in on the 9th as planned, so Brian and Bob Harrington worked on some of the guitar stuff while the Packers were getting their ass kicked by the Vikings. This work continued through the month. On the 25th Brian sent Yamaha backups of Don't Explain, Sortin' It Out and 31 Days up to Mattox at Bright Orange for import into ProTools for vocal finishing and violin solo massaging. These have a chance to be on a movie soundtrack Jon's working on (cross your fingers). Brian also made rough "guitar kareoke" mixes of All In Your Mind and Fatal Desire for Chris to work on for later.

February 2005 - Up to Jon's on the 11th and 12th. Sortin' It Out is finished!!! except for mixing. So is 31 Days unless Marc wants another crack at the pedal steel work now that he's got a brand new axe. We'll see. We also did the violin work, redid the vocals and rough mixing on Don't Explain. Sounds good, and it's in the hands of Bob Boulding who needs to finish guitar solos. We also need to redo the vocals on account of they suck, plus Janis and Janice have mandated a lyric change (go to Songs then Don't Explain). Let's see how it goes.

March 2005 - Nothing done on this project, mostly because Brian, Bob Harrington and Cousin Marc were busy doing tracks for Jon Mattox's Jason Whitton project. Well, what can you do. Other guys need mandolin, pedal steel and bass as much as we do. April is going to see a lot of guitar tracks from the boys.

April 2005 - Did we say April? Excuse me, we meant May... (actually, Bob Harrington made some pretty cool progress on his Last Goodbye and Silverado solos).

May 2005 - On the 11th Brian checked out the work Bob Harrington did on his Last Goodbye and Silverado solos and did some prep work for the Universal Welfare Line rhythm guitar tracks which he has now decided to do himself (Chris & Bob better get over to Guinea Pig Sound and defend their turf before Brian grabs the solos too). The first rough UWL guitar and vocal tracks were laid on the 17th along with an acoustic rhythm guitar track for Loser (the other two guitar parts are pretty harsh and we needed the acoustic to "soften it up" a little). Bob Harrington did some killer guitar harmony solos for Silverado on or about the 29th, so it's ready to sing.

June 2005 - On the 7th Brian checked out the work Bob Harrington did on his Silverado solos, declared them finished and sent Silverado up to Bright Orange for later recording of vocals. Same story for the slide solo for Last Goodbye, completed on or about the 27th and sent to Mattox later that week. On the 7th Bob Boulding put down a really nice guitar solo and guitar half of the guitar-violin harmony for Don't Explain.

July 2005 - Up to Jon Mattox's Bright Orange Studios on the 15th and 16th. Don't Explain and Silverado are now in the can and ready for mixing (well, oaky, Silverado might need to be re-sung ... Brian and Jon kind of got into the Southern Comfort, so we'll see).

August 2005 - Up to Bright Orange on the 19th and 20th. Silverado got resung to correct the Southern Comfort fiasco, it's all better now and in the can.

September 2005 - Bob Harrington's Guinea Pig Sound on the 5th. Fatal Desire got some very fine acoustic guitar tracks from Chris, so it's been sent to Bright Orange for vocals and lap steel guitar. On the 8th Bob Boulding did guitar tracks for Try Too Hard and Fatal Desire at Bright Orange.

October 2005 - The big news for this month is that Guinea Pig Sound is going mobile, which is to say that it's homeless (Bob Harrington sold his house). Also, Chris gave Janis an upright acoustic bass for her birthday, which she turned around and gave to Brian who has played it every day since. Brian rewrote the bass solo for Universal Welfare Line and did it on the upright on the 15th. Marc Cram came down to Guinea Pig Sound on the 15th and redid his solo for All In Your Mind. Dave Schilling came down on the 15th as well. He recorded the bass track for Loser. The track is now ready for vocals and guitar solo. Marc took another crack at the solo, but Brian's probably going to end up doing it himself (it'll have a lot fewer notes and less whammy bar).

November 2005 - Nothing done. Maybe December.

December 2005 - Nothing done. Maybe January.

January 2006 - Nothing done. Maybe February.

February 2006 - Nothing done, but Brian is scheduled to work with Jon on the 12th of March. Maybe some momentum will be built.

March 2006 - All of the remaining tracks were transferred from the Yamaha to ProTools. Other than that, nothing to report.

April 2006 - Brian finally bought a small ProTools rig for his laptop and will be better able to send tracks back and forth with Jon. We'll see how this speeds up the process.

May 2006 - Well, the process did not get sped up. Brian did use his new rig to do an upright bass track for one of Jon's Bright Orange artists, so we know the process works. Trying to schedule some time in June.

June 2006 - Tried to schedule some time in June. Actually, DID schedule some time in June, but spent it rehearsing with Jason Whitton for his Genghis Cohen show, so it was time well spent. Scheduled for July 1st, for sure this time!

July 2006 - Finally!! Brian and Jon got a lot of work done on the 1st. All In Your Mind got an acoustic guitar track and a guitar solo, both done by Brian (sorry, Marc), as well as all three of Brian's vocal tracks. This song is now in the can and ready for Jon to mix. Brian did three guitar tracks for Universal Welfare Line, all of them performed using Jon's Telecaster. Brian also laid two vocal tracks, but they're not good enough to keep. All in all, a good day at Bright Orange. Then on the 29th Brian and Jon got another big chunk of work done. After doing some upright for one Jason and electric bass for the other Jason, Brian laid the upright solo for Universal Welfare Line and the upright track for Last Goodbye. They also laid an upright track for a bonus tune called Mort. This is about Beth's dog and may or may not make the CD. Another good day at Bright Orange.

August 2006 - On the 29th Brian laid the main vocal tracks for Mort and Universal Welfare Line and decided that the original scratch vocal for Try Too Hard is suitable for use. Three more tracks down and about twenty to go.

September 2006 - Back up to Jon's on the 15th, got a lot of work done for this project and others. Finished the four vocal harmony tracks for Universal Welfare Line and both vocal tracks for Last Goodbye. This may not sound like much, but they were very hard for Brian to sing and represent a major hurdle jumped. On the 19th Brian took his Mbox up to John Schilling's house and recorded John's guitar solos for Fatal Desire and Universal Welfare Line, both of which were excellent. The light at the end of the tunnel is big and bright now.

October 2006 - Bob Boulding went up to Bright Orange on the 17th to record his Universal Welfare Line guitar solo. Brian went up on the morning of the 19th, listened to it, loved it. Brian also re-recorded the previously lost guitar intro/outro for Fatal Desire, recorded a lap steel part for Last Goodbye and gave Jon the comp'd John Schilling guitar solo for Universal Welfare Line. This puts both Universal Welfare Line and Last Goodbye "in the can" for fixing and mixing. A great day for Brian at <Bright Orange (Brian also got to meet Lee Sklar who was there for another session).

November 2006 - Brian went over to brother Chris's house on the 29th to get some guitar for Try Too Hard. They got some good work done, but they need another crack at it, and they're scheduled to try again on December 6th.

December 2006 - Brian went up to Jon's on the 2nd and did all the vocals and the bass track for Loser, which finishes that song. Never got together with Chris, so maybe next month.

January 2007 - Brian went up to <Bright Orange on the 5th to take a pass at the unsingable vocals for Fatal Desire. This is something Brian's been dreading since the project started as his voice is not what it used to be (getting old sucks). Bob Boulding stopped by to lend moral support, and it turned out that he was essential to the success of the session. He helped Brian with quality assurance, which basically means that he critically listened to the tracks and told Brian to "quit being a pussy, go in there and sing it again" when Brian was about to give up. Friends like Bob are very hard to find. The following Sunday Brian completed the guide guitar track and most of the three vocal tracks for I Ride An Old Paint and is waiting for his son Dave to free up time to record the real guitar track which will be played on his grandfather's original Martin tenor guitar. Wild night on the 8th at Guinea Pig Sound. Brian redid the three vocal tracks he did on the 7th and added a fourth vocal track. They sound good now and are ready. Then Brian and his wife got a wild hair and decided to have Janis record an upright bass track for I Ride An Old Paint which sounds remarkably good, considering she's not a musician and has never touched an upright bass in her life. Vernon's going to laugh until he wets his pants and be very proud of her.

February 2007 - Brian worked hard on other parts of his life, but as far as this project goes he pretty much sat on his ass for the entire month of February. He'd like to blame it on Jasper Mattox, but he's only a kid.

March 2007 - The premier for Young, Single & Angry is the 26th, so Brian gets to hear 31 Days in a theatre. Maybe some work scheduled for the last half of the month, but we don't know yet.

April 2007 - More ass-sitting. Maybe May.

May 2007 - Maybe not.

June 2007 - Tried once, didn't happen. Maybe July.

July 2007 - Tried again, didn't happen. Scheduled for August 18th.

August 2007 - Finally!!! Brian and Jon got together on the 18th and got some serious work done (well, not so much work as resolution). The only recording that went on was a rough scratch track for a new song of Brian's called My Horse is a Slut written for Brian's friend Tom. But Jon and Brian went through all the tracks, did some patching and pitch correction (yes, Brian's officially a pitch-correction whore now) and took inventory of what's ready to go. Turns out that eight of the eleven songs are ready to mix. Brian's due back up for a short session the last week of August, then for a good one in early September. We may finish this thing after all!

September 2007 - As a birthday present to himself, Brian took the month off.

October 2007 - Brian went up to Jon's on Sunday the 14th, but didn't work on anything (did some bass tracks for Heather Stewart from the Young, Single and Angry movie). Jon and he did discuss mixing, which has now started.

November 2007 - Nothin'.

December 2007 - Still nothin'.

January 2008 - Nothin'.

February 2008 - Still nothin'.

March 2008 - Talked about it a litte, but still nothin'.

April 2008 - Take a guess.

May 2008 - Take another guess.

June 2008 - Zip. Zilch. Nada.

July 2008 - Finally!! Jon and Brian got together on the 10th to redo the backup vocals on Loser and Universal Welfare Line. Getting closer, step by step.

August 2008 - Nothin'.

September 2008 - Had something scheduled, blew it, so still nothin'. Did get some progress mixes out, though, so wrapping our heads around editing and final mixing. That's something, I guess...

October 2008 - Huge payoff month. Bob Boulding came down on the 29th and did some killer guitar on Fatal Desire and Try Too Hard. Now all that's left is for Brian to sing 3 tracks on I Ride An Old Paint, then mixing, mastering and pressing.

November 2008 - You're never gonna believe this, but THE RECORDING PROCESS IS FINISHED!!! On the 8th, Jon recorded Brian's vocals on I Ride An Old Paint. They're flawed (Brian's intonation isn't what it used to be), but authentic, which is what counts (feel trumps finish). Anyhow, the whole thing is currently in Jon's highly capable mixing hands. He should be done by the end of the month. If we get on it, maybe mastering will be done by then, which means the whole thing could be pressed and ready to distribute before Christmas. Let's hope.

Anyone who has been following this will notice that the order of the songs has changed. Janis mentioned to Brian that Fatal Desire packs a little more punch than Don't Explain (thanks to Bob, who went nuts in the studio). In a rare display of good sense, Brian listened to his wife and moved the order around. Go figure.

December 2008 - Well, not so fast. Upon listening to the mixes, Brian decided that his guitar solo in All In Your Mind was too weak and that the rest of the track was a little lack-luster. So, as always, if you're doing and album, YOU NEED BOB!! Mr. Boulding went into the studio on Monday the 8th in the evening to re-record the solo. NOW we're done recording. Mixing and mastering come next, and then pressing. Should be available by January (2009, this time).

January 2009 - Well, mastering did start on the 28th of January. Matt Forger got really close on his first pass. Matt, Jon, Brian and a few others are giving it a good, critical listen. We'll see.

February 2009 - Brian's a full-time Phoenix resident now, new job and all. Matt is fixing the dual slide guitar solo in Last Goodbye which was left a little weak in the first pass. He is also shortening the gap between Universal Welfare Line and Try Too Hard on Brian's request (he wanted a dramatic transition between those two pieces). We'll see how it turns out.

March 2009 - Second pass master sounds great! Thanks, Matt, you're done. For now, a lot of time to be spent listening to the master and making sure.

April 2009 - Listening...

May 2009 - More listening...

June 2009 - Still more listening...

July 2009 - Ready to print. Rick Alonso is working on the rough art that Brian provided him. Lot's of try this, try that and about four versions of each panel of the artwork. Should be ready in August.

August 2009 - It finally happened. On the 18th (or thereabouts), Jon sent the Brian Cram album and the UNI album to the duplicator to be produced and packaged. Brian picked them up on the 28th, so they're on hand and available for sale. Jon also put them up on iTunes and a few other online music stores. They'll be available for download by sometime in September, so BUY BRIAN'S CD, PLEASE!!!!! He needs the money to buy Janis bird food.

No more to follow - the project is done.


 
Fatal Desire

© 2009 words and music by Brian Cram

A man is a man, strong and kind
Lives by the verdict of his own mind
Walking tall through the streets of town
No evil of man can bring him down
True to himself, unafraid to take a stand
Such is the power, the glory of man
But man must fall, it's sad but true
One whiff of woman and man is through

The bible tells a story from a long time ago
How Samson was Delilah-whipped or so the story goes
But it weren't no haircut that brought our man down
It was the skill with which that witch twisted his body around
He cried for mercy, then he cried for more
He escaped through an open window, headed right back in the door
He loved her hugs, he loved her kisses and such
Samson weren't her prisoner, he just wanted her too much

Too much a prisoner to too much fatal desire
Want to be strong, but I can't keep my fingers out of the fire
Girl you know the thrill but that kind of thrill can kill in no time

(solo)

Too much a prisoner to too much fatal desire
Well, I want to be strong, but I can't keep my fingers out of the fire
Girl you know the thrill but that kind of thrill can kill in no time


Personnel:
Brian Cram - bass, guitar, vocals
Chris Cram - guitar
Bob Boulding - guitar
Jon Mattox - drums
Adam Wright - congas
Bob Harrington - guiro

Bob Harrington - engineering (Guinea Pig Sound)
Jon Mattox - engineering (Bright Orange)
Sebastian Sheehan - drum engineering (Bright Orange)

 
Silverado

© 2009 words and music by Brian Cram

I had a dream. Took my Lady, we went
Drivin' up a canyon lookin' for a place where we could
Shed our shackles, fall in love and settle down
Grow lover's wings on my heart and let it
Carry me to Silverado

Up in the canyon it's a different kind of life. They've got no
Street lights, no Taco Bell, no Chevron or Shell, but they've got
Canyon walls, nature's concert hall, echoing her sounds to me
Oh, Baby, walk me to the altar and
Marry me to Silverado

(solos)

Singin' my songs to the heart of the hillside
Playin' my tunes in the afternoon, sittin' 'round waitin'
For this crazy world to slow down and catch up with me
And when my time comes to go, won't you please
Bury me in Silverado

And when my father comes to get me, spread my
Ashes there in Silverado


Personnel:
Brian Cram - guitar, bass, vocals, dulcimer
Bob Harrington - second guitar solo (okay, duet)
Marc Cram - pedal steel guitar
Jon Mattox - drums

Bob Harrington - engineering (Guinea Pig Sound)
Jon Mattox - engineering (Bright Orange)
Sebastian Sheehan - drum engineering (Bright Orange)
 
Don't Explain

© 2009 words and music by Brian Cram

Someone told me some wild story 'bout you
Baby don't explain, it don't mean a thing
Facts are not a factor in their point of view
Baby don't explain
'Cause you know too well what they want is to get to you
Pay them no mind, it'll all work through
Baby don't explain

I don't need to know where you went last night
Baby don't explain, it don't mean a thing
All I need to know is that we're all right
Baby don't explain
Let them say what they will, let the dog have his bone to chew
But I don't need to hear it, keep it out of my view
Baby don't explain

All they want is to make you feel small
'Cause deep down inside it makes them feel tall
They do what they can to break your heart
'Cause it makes them feel strong if they can drag you down

(solo)

Someone said his life's a catastrophe
Baby don't explain, spare my ears the pain
It's just a lame attempt to gain your sympathy
Baby don't explain
There are some folks who do and other folks who just watch them do
And I don't need to hear all his tales of woe
Baby don't explain

Don't explain
Don't explain
Don't explain
Don't explain
Baby don't explain


Personnel:
Brian Cram - guitar, bass, vocals
Chris Cram - guitar
Dave Cram - guitar
Jon Mattox - drums
Bob Boulding - guitar
"Bobby G" Boulding - violin

Bob Harrington - engineering (Guinea Pig Sound)
Jon Mattox - engineering (Bright Orange)
Sebastian Sheehan - drum engineering (Bright Orange)
 
Sortin' It Out

© 2009 words and music by Brian Cram

Drivin' all night with the stars as my guide
Not the same without you by my side
Callin' your name to a dark desert sky
No reply, no reply
You told me this morning it's over between us
I never saw it comin'
And the reason escapes me for now but I'm sortin' it out

You broke my heart then you smiled and you told me
You still wanna be friends
That's no little white lie
It's a coward's way of sayin' goodbye

So I can't call you up and I can't hold you near
Now I'm lickin' my wounds and I'm cryin' in my beer
I still can't believe that you said what you said when you said
"Goodbye, Baby"
I don't know what's worse, the hurt or the wonderin'
You didn't tell me why
And it's not quite clear in my head but I'm sortin' it out

(solo)

I wish you could give me the key to the puzzle
'Cause right now I haven't got a clue
And it's not yet clear in my heart but I'm sortin' it out
I'm sortin' it out (goodbye, Baby)...

Personnel:
Brian Cram - guitar, bass, vocals, dobro
Sebastian Sheehan - drums

Bob Harrington - engineering (Guinea Pig Sound)
Jon Mattox - engineering (Bright Orange)
Brian Cram - engineering (Bright Orange)
 
All In Your Mind

© 2009 words and music by Brian Cram

I'm tired of paying the price of your errant perception
The tricks that your mind plays upon you are cruel deception
Wondering whom I would be with if I were without you
Starting those feelings of jealousy running throughout you

I know your feelings are real
But there's no rhyme or reason to what you feel
Darling believe me, the problem is all in your mind

Reading a meaningless stare as a sexual aggression
You ask who she is and you wait for the candid confession
To say I don't know her serves only to pique your suspicion
Starting you to verbally bludgeon me into submission

But why would I lie to you
When lying is way too much work to do
And you know that I'm lazy, the problem is all in your mind
You think I've caused you pain
But your reasons for hurting are less than sane
Try to believe me, the problem is all in your mind

(solo)

You think I've done you wrong
But that's a bigger cliche than the same old song
Baby believe me, the problem is all in your mind
You think I've caused you pain
But your reasons for hurting are less than sane
And you need a good doctor, the problem is all in your mind

Personnel:
Brian Cram - guitar, bass, vocals
Bob Boulding - guitar solo
Jon Mattox - drums

Bob Harrington - engineering (Guinea Pig Sound)
Jon Mattox - engineering (Bright Orange)
Sebastian Sheehan (Bright Orange)
 
31 Days

© 2009 words and music by Brian Cram

I can't tell you how many times I've quit drinkin'
Seems like every morning for the last few years
Then the day goes by and I'm dry and I get to thinkin'
That the day would go so much better with a couple of beers

So here I sit on my favorite stool again
I should be at a meeting instead of hangin' out with my longneck friends
So I'll take steps (12 to be exact) to get out of this haze
And I'll get my 30-day chip in just 31 days

When I was young and dumb, Man, did I get "shootfaced", every day
But now I guess it's time to change my ways
But why do now what I can put off 'till tomorrow
So tonight I drink, tomorrow I go to AA

So here I sit on my favorite stool again
I should be at a meeting instead of hangin' out with my longneck friends
So I'll take steps (12 to be exact) to get out of this haze
And I'll get my 30-day chip in just 31 days

(solo)

So here I sit on my favorite stool again
I should be at a meeting instead of hangin' out with my longneck friends
So I'll take steps (12 to be exact) to get out of this haze
And I'll get my 30-day chip in just 31 days
I'll get my 30-day chip in just 31 days


Personnel:
Brian Cram - guitar, bass, vocals
Marc Cram - pedal steel guitar
Jon Mattox - drums
Shawn Nourse - brush snare

Bob Harrington - engineering (Guinea Pig Sound)
Jon Mattox - engineering (Bright Orange)
Sebastian Sheehan (Bright Orange)
 
Last Goodbye

© 2009 words and music by Brian Cram

Too many times within the best years of my life
The people I love have slipped away from me
Leaving unanswered so many questions
Leaving so many things unsaid

I'm tired of losing my family and friends
I didn't want my Daddy to die
Baby I want you, and I don't want to
Have to say my last goodbye

(solos)

Why don't we appreciate the people that we love
While we have the chance, while they're still here with us
Too many times we just say “See you tomorrow”
Not having fully shared today

Why don't we communicate with the people that we love
We just shine them on and mind our own affairs
Too many times we just say “Talk with you later”
Knowing that later may never come

I'm tired of losing my family and friends
I didn't want my Daddy to die
Baby I want you, and I don't want to
Have to say my last goodbye
Don't want to say my last goodbye


Personnel:
Brian Cram - guitar, bass, vocals, lap steel guitar
Bob Harrington - slide guitar
Shawn Nourse - drums

Bob Harrington - engineering (Guinea Pig Sound)
Jon Mattox - engineering (Bright Orange)
 
Universal Welfare Line

© 2009 words and music by Brian Cram

Payin' dues is a game for fools
When I can get away with playin' my own rules
The best in life is mine for free
The universe will hand out what it owes to me
It's gonna be so fine
Standin' in the sunshine
In the universal welfare line

Count on you to give me mine
'Cause waitin' 'round for my settlements takes up all my time
Well, I ain't flakey, no lazy slob
'Cause suckin' blood from the universe is a full time job
It's gonna be so fine
Standin' in the sunshine
In the universal welfare line

(solos)

Accusin' glances cause me no distress
'Cause what you think of me is none of my business
For who I am I owe no apology
But I wonder why none of my dearest friends will talk to me
It's gonna be so fine
Standin' in the sunshine
In the universal welfare line
It's gonna be so fine
Standin' in the sunshine
In the universal welfare line


Personnel:
Brian Cram - guitar, bass, vocals
John Schilling - first guitar solo
Bob Boulding - second guitar solo
John Mattox - drums

Brian Cram - engineering (Guinea Pig Sound)
Jon Mattox - engineering (Bright Orange)
Sebastian Sheehan - engineering (Bright Orange)
 
Try Too Hard

© 2009 words and music by Brian Cram

You try too hard to get me to like you
You want to be my new best friend whatever it takes
You tell tall tales to try to impress me
You make promises you just can't keep
You want me to stay but you push me away
'Cause you try too hard

You blow so much smoke I can't see your true flame
Well, you might be cool, but how would I know
The faces you show hide the real person inside
And the person inside just might be a regular Joe
It should be a breeze to put me at ease
But you try too hard

Relax, and just be yourself

(solo)

Don't show me your head shot
Don't show me your resume
Don't show me your press pack
'Cause I'll show you the door
'Cause you try too hard
Just be yourself


Personnel:
Brian Cram - guitar, bass, vocals
Bob Boulding - guitar
John Mattox - drums left side
Shawn Nourse - drums right side

Bob Harrington - engineering (Guinea Pig Sound)
Jon Mattox - engineering (Bright Orange)
Sebastian Sheehan - engineering (Bright Orange)
 
Loser

© 2009 words and music by Brian Cram

It came as such a shock to discover
You have such low esteem for me
I've tried so very hard to see your point of view
That I've had to ask myself repeatedly: Baby

How could you love such a loser
Someone who could drag you down
How could a girl who's so popular
Want to hang with such a clown

You've got a lot of friends who are "big time"
You want to be "big time" too
I've seen you on a bar stool for hours on end
Telling your small time friends
All the big time things you're gonna do, Baby

When they ask what you do for a good time
You say you like to savor other people's pain
When they ask what you do for a living
You tell them some guy's first name
And it wasn't even my first name

(Solo)

How could you love such a loser
Someone who is not your kind
Maybe you're not really into losers
Maybe you just feed on love that's blind


Personnel:
Brian Cram - guitar, bass, vocals
John Mattox - drums

Bob Harrington - engineering (Guinea Pig Sound)
Jon Mattox - engineering (Bright Orange)
Sebastian Sheehan - engineering (Bright Orange)
 
I Ride An Old Paint

Traditional

I ride an old Paint, I lead an old Dan
I'm goin' to Montan for to throw the Hoolihan
They feed in the coulees, they water in the draw
Their tails are all matted, their backs are all raw
Ride around, little dogies, ride around them slow
For the fiery and snuffy are a rarin' to go

Oh when I die, take my saddle from the wall
Just put it on my pony and lead him from his stall
Tie my bones to his back, turn our faces to the west
And we'll ride the prairie that we loved the best
Ride around, little dogies, ride around them slow
For the fiery and snuffy are a rarin', rarin' to go


Personnel:
Brian Cram - guitar, vocals
Janis Cram - upright bass

Brian Cram - engineering (Guinea Pig Sound)
Jon Mattox - engineering (Bright Orange)